一個魯蛇的台北馬 - 路跑 Road Running

By Ida
at 2018-12-13T01:06
at 2018-12-13T01:06
Table of Contents
看到標題,你沒看錯,在這社會定義中,我就是魯蛇
以下會有不少負面能量的文字
如果覺得不想被影響心情,可以先左轉離開
這是我的初馬,然而我沒有如同版上這幾天鄉民的分享
又是跑前多少個月開始訓練,又是什麼課表……
想當然我成績也沒很好,357在眾多分享文中只是個廢咖
如果看到這邊還有興趣的朋友,謝謝你們,那就繼續聽我分享吧
我今年35,從大學畢業到現在,在外最長的工作經驗是彩券行
其他時間都在家裡幫忙家裡工作
曾經去職訓受訓,但結訓後應徵,投遞履歷沒有人回
唯一有人回的跟我說,我受訓的地方看不出實力,寧願用科班生,還比較年輕
很長很長的一段時間,我懷疑人生,我放棄自己,因為我也覺得世界已經放棄我了
手機好幾個月都不曾響起,會響起時是因為鬧鐘
我根本不知道我存在的意義在哪
甚至覺得,假設我不在了,會為我難過的應該只有兩個人,我爸跟我媽
有人在低谷時陪伴他的會是酒,我呢,我連酒都沒有,因為如果我拿去買酒,我三餐都有
問
故事看到這邊,這不是魯蛇是什麼
當鄰居或是朋友問我在哪工作時,因為拉不下面子,我總是說那邊那邊
有時花唬爛到我都覺得自己怎麼這麼可悲~
於是我想說找點事情做做好了
我什麼都不會,跑步只要兩隻腿最方便,於是我開始起跑步
跑著跑著認識一些人
我雖然身為魯蛇,但還是會動凡心
認識的這些跑友中,有個女生很特別,第一眼就讓我著迷
後來大家一起跑步後,我主動詢問可否加賴,她也很大方答應了
然而故事在魯蛇身上怎麼可能會有正向發展
女生人很好,但從頭到尾都是我單方面付出,如同寫日記她批閱,她不曾跟我分享她的生
活
後來知道她應該有男友
我告訴自己,魯蛇啊魯蛇,你憑什麼追人家,要錢沒錢要人沒人
人家在航空公司上班,你呢,魯蛇一枚
於是我放棄想追她念頭
繼續沒有目的只為了有點事情做的每天一樣早上起來就去跑步
有天去買刮刮樂,totally中了1千多
當下想說,那就拿去報名台北馬好了,看看在長達42K跑步過程完,我能不能學到什麼
於是我就報名我人生的初馬
而在禮拜天跑完後,我告訴自己,既然我連跑步都可以堅持下去跑完全程,雖然成績沒多
好
是不是我人生可以有不同可能,不是只是整天喪志般懷憂
現在的我可以說什麼都沒有,事實上也是事實,因為我真的什麼都沒有
然而我告訴自己,明年如果有機會跑台北馬
那時的我要是全新的我
我要跟台北馬說聲謝謝,因為沒有這比賽,我可能一直低谷下去
也跟大家說聲謝謝,願意看一個魯蛇分享很多不是跑步訓練然後達標感人的故事
最後跟大家新年快樂,明年有機會的話,台北馬見~
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